The initial shock of law school happens when you look around and realize that it’s not so easy to be the best in the class anymore. You’re now surrounded by a swarm of Einsteins, and the intelligence of many will baffle you. You prided yourself on being the straight-A student; the president of every club. You were the kid who did hours of community service and was saving the world. You were unshakable.
It’s hard to swallow the fact that you may not end up at the top anymore. It’s hard to deal with not being the kid who is always getting some type of over-achievement award. Everyone around you is a splitting image of the perfection you thought you were. Sometimes it leaves you feeling bitter, and other times it leaves you wondering what your identity really is, since everyone is now just like you.
Law school is competitive, but only as competitive as you make it. The way I look at it, you should feel honored to be at a school with so many accomplished individuals. You’re surrounding by people who will do big things someday, and knowing and supporting those people may get you far in the future. I admit, I have my moments of bitterness, but it only goes to show how much intelligence the people at this school really hold. And this is why I always tell prospective students that rank is just a number, the personality of the school is what you should be looking at.
It’s easy to get bogged down by the fact that there’s so much competition, but doesn’t that just mean that our school is doing its job in fostering bright minds so that we can be competitive in the job market? Food for thought.